Lifesign

02 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment

by zeanettee in Personal Story

Been two weeks off working makes me feel release and alive!

Gak tau kenapa ya saya kok ga sreg dengan kerjaan kemarin, so I decided to resign even tough my working period was less than a year. You might tell me crazy or what, releasing a position in a great PR Agency in Jakarta. But yes, I’m a risk taker. Banyak yang menyayangkan, tapi toh saya cuma bisa tersenyum sambil bilang   “doakan saja ini keputusan terbaik”, because I know, when I made a decision, it will never been easy. I’m a person of consideration, even it takes long to think about.

“Terus sekarang kerja dimana Net?”

Banyak juga yang nanya gitu.

“Belum tahu”

Memang demikian adanya, sekarang saya balik lagi jadi pengangguran. Tapi ya gitu deh tawaran datang dari berbagai tempat (err agak sombong ya? haha). Memang Tuhan selalu baik ketika keputusan kita sejalan dengan petunjuk-Nya. Petunjuk? Haha.. you may think I’m not that spiritual, but I do. I listen to the Lifesign of God. Lifesign itu kalau kata penulis favorit saya -Mas Andre Raditya-  itu bagaikan rambu-rambu lalu lintas di jalan raya. Lifesign itu bagaikan petunjuk yang Tuhan berikan untuk kita ikuti, dan kadang kita tak selalu menyadari Lifesign dalam hidup kita. Kalau mau lebih tau tentang Lifesign ini baca bukunya aja ya.. hehe..

Nah, yang saya rasakan ketika saya memutuskan untuk resign adalah Lifesign. Sinyal-sinyal yang Tuhan berikan yang saking jelasnya saya selalu merasakannya setiap saat. Dan seperti tak puas dengan semua sinyal yang kelihatannya seperti kebetulan itu, saya sempet “ngadu” sama Tuhan, minta dikasih petunjuk yang lebih jelas untuk keputusan saya. Jawabannya tetap sama : I had to resign.

But yes, it was not easy when a month before you officially out of the office you had not have another workplace to work in. Was it count in? Nop. That moment I only have faith that God will guarantee myself as long as I still breathing. So there was I, took the risk and held my head high of  the decission. No regret, no hard feeling.

It’s not easy when you step out a place and have nothing to step in afterwards. But wait, like I said.. Tuhan pasti punya jaminan atas hidup kita. Apalagi keputusan yang saya ambil juga toh datang dari Lifesign yang Dia tunjukkan. So, the day I went out from that office, I got many offerings from some other agencies, media, EO, corporate, even hotel!

See? I feel soo blessed that I step on the God’s path!

Now I’m waiting for his miracle (again). I have 2 options of next company to work in. I put my passion on both, and I give it back to God. I’ve done my best on the test and interview, let’s God do the rest.

Can you get me guys? Listen to your “sign”, know your needs and wants, and be brave making decision. Keep in faith that God will always by your side, furthermore when you follow his sign. He will never let you down.

Wish you already step in on the right path God’s already directed.

Cheers!

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